i'm angry yet happy

New year's comin..
and i was practically thinkin wat a boring year ahead of me...not excactly wat a boring year...but i kinda told myself that its not gonna be a nice start...it'll be kinda borin start...cause everynew years eve is boring...but though its gonna be just like that...like every other year...i'm actually feeling pretty happy..

i guess i'm becoming close back with one of my old bestfriends...and for that i'm pretty happy..
and the nicest part of it...she realise it too and she told me... i guess...with all the unhappy events or to be exact events that i dont really like which happened this year...this cud be counted as one of the best thing ever happened to me this year...and tell u what..i'm never letting go of any of my bestfriends...and i hope that this bestfriend..becomes on my best best friend as before...just like the old days ;)

hehe...anyway..i guess people who donno me will be wondering.. why am i so crazy..i mean..normally people has one bestfriend...but to me i have quiete a lot which i call best friend...because to me they are really the best to me in their own way...none of them are similiar..and i do admit i dont keep in touch with them often..and maybe only a few....but one things that for sure...all of them have a very special place in my heart...and i never one to lose any of them... and i wont trade them with anything in the world!! =) love you guys alot...by the way..i dont have to mention who are they here..cause i doubt they will very likely come here...but if they do...they know who they are... =)

about the angry part...nobody wants to take me out...no not nobody...just my family..they dont want to take me to 7eleven to buy something..lolz...guess i just get a lil tempremental when things dont go my way...anyway..its ok...i'm no more angry...thinkin bout it..its stupid to blog and say that i'm angry..when i no more am...so i was angry...lolz..but feelin happy now...

wait a minute...i'm no more happy now...i'm havin some disasterous time at home..some prob just came up..crap.why can i be happy for long... sigh

I miss national service!!

i on the television for the first time during this whole holidays to watch it...and guess wat i see on tv..my favourite show...meteor garden....but the one which is playin now is meteor garden 2..not exactly my favourite...but i still havent watched it..anyway...during break time.. they play the national service advertisment..and i felt a bit emotional...memories of it has been flooding back ever since viewin it... the ns song...made me remind of a incident which took place way back in camp..near the main tent...

it was something like this..
my friend was composing the ns song..which we sing every morning and night...and i was like...wat for?? arent u bored of it already?? cause i am...and then he said...yea..but once ur out of here...u'r surelly gonna miss it..and i was like..miss it?? u gotta be kidding...i'll miss everythin but not the song..

but then...after months have passed since i'm finally out..and i realise i do miss the ns song..that song in particular brings back lots of memories...things we used to do while singing that song...gosh..miss it tonnez... :(

career choice for me..... [to be read later]

You would most enjoy a career that allows you to meet new people. You would also be happiest in a career that allows you to be free and flexible, and allows you to be extremely creative. Some careers that would be perfect for you are:
Stockbroker
Secretary
Receptionist
Director
Recruitment Consultant
Politician
Marketing
Human Resources Manager
Religious Minister
Teacher
Lawyer
Advertising
Consultant
Financial Adviser
Financial Planner
GP
Physical Therapy
Occupational Therapy
Public Relations
Estate Agent
Travel Agent
Restauranteur
Hotel Manager
Events OrganiserYou are a great leader. You genuinely enjoy being around other people. Your relationships with others are very important to you. You love talking and meeting new people. You are very enthusiastic about work and about all that you do and have in your life. You love being the focus of attention. You enjoy a fast pace. You are very socially oriented. Therefore, you are much happier being with others than you are alone. You crave interaction with others.
You are very spontaneous and often act before you think. You are always quick to answer when you are asked a question, even if you aren?t sure of the answer. It is easier for you to improvise as you go along. You enjoy thinking out loud, and are most creative when brainstorming with friends or colleagues. You enjoy being involved in many activities.
You are very easy to read, and often wear your heart on your sleeve. You are never afraid to tell people what you think. You are very empathetic and genuine. You can sometimes be seen as over-emotional or too involved by others. But that is only because you tend to get so involved in the things you do that they become personal. You want to be adored, loved and appreciated. You like to please others and to make sure people are happy.
You trust your gut instincts. You are easily inspired and trust that inspiration. You are very innovative. You analyse things by looking at the big picture. You are concerned about how what you do affects others. You worry about your actions and the future. You tend to use a lot of metaphors and are very descriptive and colourful in your choice of language.
You are very creative, and get bored easily if you don?t get to express yourself. You like to learn new things. You don?t like the same old routine. You like to leave your options open.

2005's gonna end soon...
2006 will be here soon...
*sigh*
why must time pass by so fast??
now there'll be more work to do ...
but yet..i cant wait for 2006 to come...
wanna leave behind all the sour memories i had this year..
yet keep all the sweet ones fresh =)

anyway...will write a resolution later...which obviously will not be followed...
but will write =) cause i as usual..got nothing better to do...

2 more dayz

2more dayz to go....
to know whether will i pass...or fail...
freakky...
just want to get over it...
and no..
i dun wanna fail...
payin another 150..is not cheap..!!!
i can do better things with it.... buy more shoe?? hehe...bag?? CLOTHEs!!! and watchs 15 movies?? eee...scared...scared......hope i pass....
argh..

plain & simple

I'm back on blogspot, but my new layout seems so plain yet so simple. To the creative soul its called boring. But, who cares....i'm just extremely lazy..to go edit the template.. and make things all so nice lookin..just that other ppl will have a pleasent view...that's also... if they ever stop by here... So...till my mood changes..it's gonna be just like this ...the way i LUV it =)